Sorry I haven't been posting much lately... a lot has been hapenning.

I had period of time.Where I just felt.
a sitxh sense.
a sense.
that something was wrong.
Something bad is happening everything I turn my back.

I can't believe people can get pissed over me saying my own opinion.
I guess what they want me to do is just,bottle my feelings up and discuss the faults with other people.THe thing is, if you want the person to improve, you tell the them in THE FACE so they can improve themselves.DISCUSSING will do nothing. except lead to gossip.

I dont see why you guys care so much. I asked some people whether they mind not having aircon in their room. THey said no cuz aircon will change the texture of the paint and make certain materials dry faster. So dont come bull-shitting to other people that I am ignorant and insensitive. People your own kind feel the same way.

In fact, I think its you who is insensitive. I don't think you know how it feels, to have majority of your friends from a different artform. I don't think you feel the lonliness I feel everytime I step into my artroom.YOu don't know how it feels to stand up for your friends and lessen your OWN chances of making other friends. I wasted a whole year.I may look ignorant and dumb.but I have a BRAIN. Discussing other people's faults without an effort to tell them and change them is gossip. Being one-sided, is ignorant. I just wonder, if you guys will ever know.

I wasted a whole year trying to cope with ALL OF YOU.what do I get for standing up for you.what do i get for sacrifising most of my social life?

A spoonful of backstabbs.
Never will i trust people that easily.
ever again.